Saturday, May 17, 2014

The Truth About


I recently watched Food Inc. Here is my three-word reflection: regretful but educated. The glass-half-empty version is “educated but regretful”, but I’m feeling positive today. (Probably the wine.) My best friend encouraged me to watch this documentary about the truth regarding food production in the US. While I commend its efforts to unveil the truth, I also completely resent it. If this documentary is accurate, then the truth about our food deeply saddens and disgusts me. For example, it’s really, really rare to get good, quality meat that comes from good, quality farms where animals live and grow in good, quality conditions. Therefore, a lot of our meat falls under a larger umbrella of “mystery meat” or “crappy animal conditions meat” and to take a stand against this we should speak with our dollars by not consuming these products. But being lazy and hungry, as eye-opening as this amazing documentary was, it wasn’t enough to make me less lazy and less hungry. I still bought and consumed sausages and ground turkey meat this week. Only now it was with an educated, disgusted, and resentful mind. The truth about food is gross. And even when you buy organic food that seems less gross, a truly responsible consumer should make an effort to find out whether or not that green “organic” label actually means what it says. So actually the real truth about food is, until proven wrong, all of it is gross. Most likely. Maybe. Probably. (I guess I’m not feeling that positive today.)

Earlier this evening I was doing work with "The Vow" playing in the background. Of course, "background" really means I closed my laptop to give my full and undivided attention to yet another predictable and shallow date movie. Porque? Porque Rachel McAdams has a pretty face and perfect hair. Porque Channing Tatum is hot, even though he has yet to show any real talent other than being handsome and physically fit. (True fans know of his other talent: floppy hip hop dancing.) In this movie, a newlywed wife wakes up from a coma with amnesia and her husband spends the next hour and a half “loving her back to herself”. The storyline screams of K-drama origins but it was actually based on a true story. The movie tries very hard but is overall very light and painless. For such a scary and sad storyline, this smiley chick flick is most likely the exact opposite of what I imagine the true story to be. More lies. (Loved it, though, and would watch it again.)

At community group this week a few friends shared their experiences with reality TV production and revealed this truth: drama sells, it costs too much to just film and cross your fingers for good drama, so it all comes down to plotting, planning, and producing. I say “revealed” but I was the only one at the table with my mouth open. (No- HOW much of The Real Housewives is scripted? Wait- HGTV, too!? Stop. I have to go home. See you at church. I hate you.) Needless to say and to no one’s surprise, the moment producers cracked the code to reality shows was the moment “reality” stopped being reality. The plain and obvious truth is yet another lie.




There is one truth that cannot be busted or broken. Jesus, son of God, came to us as a man, died on the cross, and rose again. All for love. This truth is my truth, onto which I hold firmly and for dear life. In a world where TV, movies, and even my food fool me all the live long day, I can still sleep well despite my consumption of lies because my truth will never change: Jesus is the one, true God. A lamp unto my feet. A light unto my path. A firm rock upon which I stand.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Dear New York City,

I miss you, New York. You hold my dearest family and friends, people that have loved me and forever shaped my life. It was nice to see you this winter. Way to keep Totto Ramen as delicious as always and the subways as smelly as ever. Though we didn’t speak of it when I left, I suspect the snow, cold, and wind chills were for the benefit of all your visitors. No, we visitors will never forget you. Not now, not ever. I miss you. This is and will always be a given, something especially important to note before you hear what I am about to say.

Los Angeles is fantastic. Once a passionate hater I have definitely had a change of heart. The weather is sunny and perfect. The cost of living is sanity-restoring compared to the concrete jungle. And the pace is calmer and less anxious. Being quite the opposite of ‘calm and less anxious’, one can only hope it might rub off on me.

Like a good and true friend, I know you will only be happy for me. My time adjusting here- my time away from you- has been difficult, tearful, and at times unbearable. The Enemy and his purple minions certainly worked hard to keep my spirits down. I admit many times I fell into his trap, transforming into a self-pitying, angry, and overall pathetic person. But the Good Lord is always victorious, reaching out through His Word, my husband, sister, and dear, dear friends. Smile with me, good friend. Peace and joy are winning.
 
I hope to return to you with more testimonies to share, and expect nothing less from my loved ones there. God is with you and doing great things.

Love,